LIPSINKING LINES ,

NEW MOON

" You're impossible , " he said and laughed once a hard laugh , frustrated . " How can I put this so that you'll believe me ? You're not asleep . and you're not dead . Im here , and I love you . I have always loved you , and I will always love you . I was thinking of you , seeing your face in my mind every second that I was away . When I told you that I ddnt want you , it was very blackest kind of blasphemy "

- edward cullen

" Before you Bella , my life was like a moonless night . very dark , but there were stars - points of light and reason .... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor . suddenly everything was on fire ; there was brilliancy , there was beauty . when you were gone , when the meteor had fallen over the horizon , everything went black . nothing had changed , but my eyes were blinded by the light , i couldnt see the stars anymore . and there was no more reason fr everything "

- edward cullen

Jacob shook his head with mock sadness . " You can be out of it sometimes , yes , its i shte fourteents day of February . S o are you going to be my Valentine ? Since you ddnt get me a fifty-cent box of candy , it's the least you can do "

- jacob black

i dont know wht ive been told ;D

i just lalalove this song ;D

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in the heart
Is not on your head
Anywhere

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pick on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

‘Cause baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

GIVE ME MORE THURSDAY'S

bonjour ;D
wht a long day it has been . mhmm , i woke up arnd 7.25 which was kinda early . yeaah the whole reason was bcs of new moon teehee . well not technically , i woke early bcs i wntd to watch CSI so yeaaah . so , i was ready by 9 then i had to wake my brhtr up thank god it was easy pheew but still he was asking fr his 5 minutes which ended up with 10 minutes , thths just him HAHA . carry on , i met up with athirah in OU . tht wasnt the whole plan to be exact . the whole plan was supposed to be watching with our friends but because tmrw is raya haji the plan was cancelled . how saaad ;'( but we are still watching tghtr next week yeaaay baby . and i still had fun just now hehe ;D i guess we will still be watching new moon again next week athirah hahah . since the plan was cancelled , i invited my niece with me but she backed out a night bfr aftr booking then i invited my other frnd , wono and her mom ddnt let her bcs she went out a day earlier . so , i decided to go with athirah hehe . she went with her cousins and i askd her if i cld join bcs i ddnt want to pry and she said of course i can ( something like tht haha ) thnks thnks ;D
anywho , we were freaking excited to watch mhmm who wouldnt ? aaaaa seriously saying it was freakishly awesome ! ppl might change to be ' team jacob ' or even ' team warewolves ' aftr watching new moon but tht wont be for too long bcs i bet ppl will change back to ' team edward ' aftr watching eclipse yeaaay . the movie was arnd 2hours 10mins i guess , and frankly saying it was awesome , fascinating and all the wonderful words HAHA .
rght aftr watching new moon , we went to have lunch at TTP . the food was kinda awesome and i went back at 3 haha kinda early but stl going next week weee
and now ,
i just came bck frm T.G.I.F subang parade aftr celebrating dad , ariff and muhammad's bday . and it was nice ! mhmm great , they served us good ;D 5 stars to you guys haha . then they asked the brthday boys to stand on their chairs and sang some songs later aftr tht , we all sang happy brthday song ! not just yet , all the waitress and waiters performed a routine bday thng ? and again AWESOME haha they stomped their feet and clapped thier hands awwww it was soo sweet hehe .
and we ended the celebration with some delicious mudpies . yummy ;P

withlove,
AT

slow dancing in a burning room

yeaaay im blogging today . mhmm fr some reason im in the mood to post a new blog haha . well today was a fun day teehee . i went over sharaa's house and it was last minute plan though . at first , i said no because i wanted to watch amazing race asia and CSI:NY but when she told me tht shes going to be all alone so i felt guilty fr saying no . mhmm i just say yes to everything ( literally ) but not exactly to everything but most of it yeaaah haha . yes everytime to my frnds hee ;D anyways , we had fun today eventhough there was a moment tht i wish i could turn pfft . anywho , ive been spending my time with watching tv ! heee i dnt thnk ive been like ths bfr ths is a major thing :S btw , these two shows ( amazing race asia and CSI:NY ) have been entertaining me but sadly ARA is coming to an end tomorrow boohoo . gonna miss it badly especially marc and rovilson *sob sob . and im forever thankful tht CSI:NY is stl showing at least ill be entertained and i get to see things tht can happen nowadays and the most awesome thng is tht i get to watch DON FLACK weeee *drools . seriously saying , ive been saying no to outing with some ppl bcs of these two shows HAHA . its really getting in my blood rght now as if its my other half teehee . im trying my best not to miss any of the episodes weee . HAHA tht tells how pathetic i am ! well i am mhmm i am ;D weeee the most sad part is tht im going head over heels over this one character frm the show . been checking him out everytime i go online haha and i just cnt stop drooling . awwww maaaan this really sucks and i enjoy every second of it . yeaaaay again pathetic . and im so agile rght now and its already 1am great ! my eyes are not gttg better as my bedtime has changed now -.-' and i gotta be ready in the morning tomorrow . awesome ;D adiosamigos , AT

yummy yummy its making me crazy honey ;P

see tht picture above ?
its really giving me nerves pfft and i feel like as though the ice cream is calling me HAHA .
anywho , im trying my best to keep myself frm eatimg sweet drinks and food and stuff as its so freaking fattening :s . but as days go by , im still taking it pfft -.-' but this picture is killing me because the ice cream looks freaking awesome mhmm . and it has tht twirl twirl thing on top of the ice cream ;D but it wld be soo much nicer if there was a cherry on top of it awwww delicious yummy ;) i gotta stop stop stop heee

the way the world works

good afternoon ;D i just came back home from KFC . anyways , bfr KFC i was at Seri Puteri . i was there since 7 am till 12.28 pm . mhmm i was there fr almost 5 hours . it was so freaking long ! and i had nothing to do other than playing snake that i have on my pathetic phne -.-'
seriously saying i got a pathetic phone HAHA . something went wrong with my previous phne which has not been a year pfft . so my dad bought me a very cheap phne bcs he knws tht ill buy a new and much more cooler phne sooner or later teehee * winkwink . well getting back to the story , the school had an interview fr form1 2010 . clearly it was not me because im sooo not form1 HAHA . i was just there because of my niece . anywho , i had to wake up at 6 am in the morning on a holiday pfft and i kinda slept late last night :O so my eyes are kinda red right now and ive got eyebags . SHOOT , emergency haha as im trying to get rid of it but i dnt seem to think it will be gone anytime sooner -.-' hmm things i do fr you dude . so we were kinda there fisrt but we went to somewhere else which was still in the school area . if we had stayed at the place we were when we frst arrived she wld have been the first one to be interviewed instead she was the 42nd to be interviewed . hahah sheesh im bragging . then , i went out to have breakfast with joe . then came back to the place . once i wa there , i hungout with sara . approximately 30 minutes later , her number was called yeaaay and i went back to my uncle and joe . while waiting i texted sharaa and athirah ( new moon maa haha ) ohh then she came out running towards us . she explained to us wht happened in a very weird way HAHA . she was so agile and so freaked out eventhough it was already over , its just her haha ;P she talked to her dad on the phne like a tiger chasing a deer HAHA .
still , shes waiting fr the result whether shes accepted or not and tht will take her anrd a month i guess .
GOODLUCK GOODLUCK and im trying to discourage you frm going hehe ;D

adiosamigos ,
AT

heyhey ppl .
i knw its been days since the last time i blogged .
so today is kinda the first day of school holiday .
and its been boring like hell eventhough its the first day pfft .
anyways , you see the picture ?
hmm , frm the view i can see the person is kida wootwoot HAHA .
you knw wht i mean ;P

hmm wht more to say ?
well , my brain is not functioning well lately .
i usually have too many things to talk abt but i dnt seem to thnk so right now
btw , see the picture i posted ?
yeah the guy is kinda good looking frm the view i can see HAHA

well , im currently sleepingover at my cousin's hse or she wld prefer to be called 'niece' . haha , she has an interview with some high standard school . a boarding schl a very good one though . i need to get up arnd 6 am tmrw i thnk ? or earlier . hmm , the interview is at 8 am then we gotta fr 4 hours kind of . the thing takes arnd 30 mins or so but she gotta fr 4 hrs . sweet nipplets ;)

its finally here BABI ;D

hello wonderful ppl of the earth ;D
hmm , today is friday wooo i just love fridays somehow ! but the sad thing abt friday is that shows tht are shown on tv arent tht cool or fun as the shows on sundays . pfft , im not sure why they show good tv shows on sundays . as the next day is the frst day of everything ! frst day of school , work and so on . its just too long haha .

bfr i start blogging anything abt me , i just want to blog smtng abt someone else frst hee ;D

CONGRATS SARA BT AZHAR ;p
well , congrats fr getting 5a's in UPSR .
i guess all the things tht you had to sacrifice fr UPSR really paid up huh ? HAHA well done . at last and and i wish you goodluck in your upcoming interview ;D

getting back to my story , today is friday . and it is also the last day of school . i ddnt go to school today bcs i had to do some chores at home and my dad was too lazy to send me in the morning hmph . well , part of me is happy with the fact tht school is over fr this year but part of me just not HAHA weird huh ? other thn tht , today was the last of being form4 and i ddnt have the chance to feel it at schl . oh my im so lame HAHA . anyway , thts not the whole point . the whole point is tht , next year im taking SPM which determines everyone's future ! scary doodaa . ppl keep telling me tht , i better start this year fr next year's SPM hmmm which i hv been trying to bt it aint working HAHA .
end of story .

im off to Malacca tmrw with my familly and aunty , and uncle and cousin . im not dure whts the occasion though . then , right aftr tht im going straight to Johore fr a wedding then will be coming back on the day itself . i guess ill be missing CSI and One Tree Hill * sob sob . wht to do , gotta watch it online i guess .

i guess ive got my own .... after all ( wth -.-' ),
xoxo ,
you knw you love me ,
AT

QUACK QUACK QUACK

well , have you ever thought about ugly duckling ? HAHA , at least i hv everyday . sometimes , there will always be an ugly duckling in a family and in my family , im the ugly duckling HAHA . yes , i gotta admit tht ive always been one and im kinda proud of it haha .
my brothers would always make fun of me -.-' im just used to it , though its very hurting but i hv got nothing to lose hehe . sometimes , i just lock myself in the room with my radio on just to ease my pain and its kinda cool ;D HAHA , ppl just say tht i cant stop smiling and laughing but theres actually something going on inside . i just hate to express my feelings so i smile all the time and i find it exciting haha .
i better stop crapping .

adiosamigos ,
AT

yeap poladroid and not polaroid

hey wonderful ppl or should i say morning hehe .
so , i just downloaded or installed poladroid yesterday at schl with a little help from aida hee . well , i kinda knew abt it on sunday , yeah its only been 2 days . well , my 12yearold niece told me abt it . yeap shes a niece of mine and only 12 pfft . i guess , she knws more thn i do . tht makes me a loser haha whtever it is , youre stl a loser but i stl love you sucker HAHA ;P hmm , so me and my girlfriends took a bunch of pictures yesterday at schl while having class party . as nad , sharaa and i crashed 4KA'S class party hehe . it was one hell of a fun party HAHA . plus , they actually offered us some food and drinks awwww . getting back to the poladroid thngy , it kinda took me and aida abt 10 minutes to figure out how to use it HAHA , we knew abt it like 5 minutes later weee . once we knew , we started to berPOLAD HAHA . and there was a sound coming out frm the poladroid like " krrrrrrrrr " HAHA and we started to make noise as well , seriously jakun kot HAHA . AAAAAAAAA , damn the pictures are smoking hot ppl hee . now , my friends are using it tooo yeaaaaay

xoxo ,
AT

WONDERFUL MOMENT ;)

hello wonderful ppl ;D
so , i went out with my friends yesterday to celebrate Amiza's birthday . well , she ddnt knw abt it though bcs it was a surprise party hee . we ddnt plan it too early as we all were too 'busy' HAHA but we did talk abt it , at least there was something kn ?

anyway , the whole celebration was supposed to be at TGIF The Curve but we cancelled it because we wanted to shop at Cotton On HAHA . so we still celebrated it Chilis OU ;)
other than that , we all wanted to bake a cake for mizaa , a raibow cake to be exact but unfortunately we ddnt have time to . pfft sry mizaa ! instead of baking , athirah ordered cupcakes . the cupcakes were soooo freaking cute and wonderful . ive got pictures to prove it ;p

141109 ,
we all woke up very early i can assure you tht HAHA .
i woke up at 7.30 to be exact ( then tdr blk hehe ) , tht is early fr a saturday .
then i took my bath , texted sharaa arnd 8.50am .
left the house arnd 10am for breakfast with my parents
at 11am , picked up sharaa and athirah .
arnd 11.15am , dropped by at wondermilk to pick up cupcakes
11.30am , we arrived at OU ;D

Once we were in OU, we went straight to Chilis to leave our cupcakes there . haha bcs we ddnt trust ourselves with it as we are clumsy haha it would be different if nad was there though . then , we went straight to the cinema to buy tickets . damn , the lines were so long . seriously . if only i had a picture of it haha . i guess they were all there to watch 2012 ? well , we were to watch it as well HAHA . while we were in the line , i accidentally touched this one muscular dude's butt infront of me not just once but twice ! HAHA , i hope he ddnt notice it because it was so packed :s 10 minutes later , we got our 6 tickets , YEAAAY ;D

right aftr tht, we went to teh tarik cafe bcs sharaa and athirah havent eaten . we went crazy and started to laugh like a group of elephant ( BUT IM NT SURE IF THEY CAN LAUGH :O ) later , we walked all arnd OU . 30 minutes later , nad shahrul and mizaa arrived . we were late for the movies but the starting was nothing . we were stucked in the movie fr almost 3hours HAHA .

the moment of truth !
sharaa and i went to chilis , as athirah and the others brought mizaa somewhere else so tht we could get ready fr the surprise . 10 minutes later , mizaa came with her pending face ;p haha then we shouted ' SURPRISE ! ' and we sang her a happy bday song ;D she was touched i thnk haha . we ordered food , and ate so much and laughed our asses off HAHA .

then this moment ended approximately at 8pm ;)

the beaver is back with an ugly new bag ;p

hey ppl , i knw i have not been updating my blog for a long time haha . i hv been busy with a lot of thngs and of the thng is sleeping hee . so i thought today , how abt i update my blog bcs im pretty sure ive got plenty stories to talk abt and yet i stl got nothing pfft . i dnt knw wht has happened to my head fr the past one week been too crazy and hyper with my cool friends haha and im stl thinking wht to write .

oooo today is KAK JAY's BIRHTDAY !
happy birthday kak jay ! may god bless you wiith good health and wealth .

well , we are all going out after maghrib to celebrate of course hee . the whole family is coming wow coolie ! it has not been like this since the last birthday which i cant remember whose bday it was pfft . haha just like i said my brain is not functioning well -.-' anyway , i ddnt buy anything fr kak jay yet . still hvnt found the right one haha . so , joe went out to secret recipe to buy the cake . but when he got there he ddnt bring enough money haha he was shot by rm 3.50
haha . then he called me to check if ive got some money and i dont ( tkda duit nooo HAHA ) . still , he came back and waited fr my dad so half an hour later he picked up the cake haha and the is safely at home now yeaaaay . if im nt mistaken its chocolate smtg haha . cant wait to eat it heee . so i better go and get ready . will update again later ;)

love ,
AT

missing MICHAEL JACKSON :'(

my all time favourite song by michael jackson . heee if only he was still alive , but theres a reason why god took his life ;) we all love you MICHAEL JACKSON <3

I Just Want To Lay Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of People
Misunderstand Me
That's Because They Don't
Know Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much

[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You

[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On

[Siedah]
I Feel We Belong

[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do

[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You

[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In You I'll Find
A Love So True . . .

[Siedah]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You

[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"

[Siedah]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong

[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong

[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living

[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow

[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday

[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow

[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,

[Both]
Want To See You For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
No, Baby

[Michael]
Oh!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
If I Can't Stop!

[Both]
And If I Stop . . .

[Siedah]
No

[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .

[Siedah]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
You Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .

[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

lotsalove ,
AT

i started a joke

just a same old same old day at schl today but it was kinda fun woooo . so we started to camwhore and listened to some songs . missing athirah and aida .

adios amigos ,
AT