chasing pavements

you give me butterflies :O

xx ,
AT

jack and jill

hey ohh ;D how is everybody doing ? GOSH , im so bored and i look like a mummy -.- grrr not enough sleep and ive been trying to stay asleep until 11 but its not working hahah . yeaaay i just fnshd watching 90210 season2 (Y) awwww liam *bubu . my birthday dh hbs ;( it was soooo nice chocolate cake my favourite wooo thnks to my frnds . thank you guys ;D
well , im off to bed . nghty nght

xx
AT

AWWWW ;')

a big THANK YOU to ;


* abah
* mommy
* keisha
* sharaa
* athirah
* nad
* aida
* amiza
* farah
* shahrul

godd thnk you all so much fr yesterday . it was awesome
woooo <3

xoxo ,
AT

orange juice ;D

afternoon readers ;D gosh , im hungry and theres nothing to eat . plus my dad's not home grr . not even a car is outside haha . i thnk ill starve myself to death . my stomache is literally sounding like an angry dragon , i wonder when is the fire coming out HAHA . whoopsie im crapping . hmm im just eating biscuits rhgt now it tastes good heee wooo HUP SENG ! my finger is broken i thnk bcs it hurts :s woo im going out tmrw with keisha and on saturday with my frnds weee ;D congrats to all PMR students ! and welcome to form 4 havefun . honeymoon *winkwink . hmm im off fr lunch at last weee . LATER

xo ,
AT

china dolls ;)

goodnight ppl ! i just came frm aunty izan's house fr mengaji but i was at keisha's house bfr tht hehe . had fun over there , slept there fr 2 days and it was awesoeme eventhough tkda electricity HAHA still it was a good experience ;P hmm now im in my room awwww im back room ! i can finally smell you again haha . sooo , i played captain ball ( i think ) but it was AWESOME ! hmm im listening to pixie lott right now , shes just great , love her songs oh oh not anymore its leighton meester's new song , somebody to love . i kinda like it though its kinda weird but who cares ? haha wht more to write ? ooo ooo , PMR results coming out tmrw . GOODLUCK form3-ers ;) its gonna be okay but its soooo scary ;P while i was at aunty izan's house , abg iylia was skyping with abg ameer whos in australia rght now he called through skype . it was freaking funny and he just couldnt stop laughing haha . he just chopped off his hair its short now coolie (Y) so yeah , i gtg . waking up early tmrw .

goodnight lollipops ,
AT

uh oh uh oh

godd , get your act together grrr ...

caramel !

click , clack , clook

AT

i wnt your apple crumble hehe

SANTA BABY , where are you ?
awww i miss you and yr elves heee ;D so christmas is just arnd the conrner . obviously im not celebrating it ( never ) but uh the decorations look really beautiful . christmas trees are everywhere wth fairies , ribbons , snowflakes hung on it heee . oooo mistletoes on top of trees hehe . i got an aunty who celebrates christmas im not sure why maybe bcs she wnts to try ? or not bcs shes been celebrating fr a very very long time haha . shes actually the one who wld host the party and be the frst one to exchange gifts hahah . it sounds fun to me but sadly my dad thnks its stupid so yeaaah SRRY ! gosh , wht am i doing rght now ? so freaking bored , thts my second time saying it hmm . shoot , my cousin's bday is coming :O and ive got no money to buy him anything ;/ LIKE I CARE ;P hahaa yre old enough to buy your own present ijaq and i wnt my present . where the hell is my singapore dollars tht you promised ? HAHA yes ayesha igt muahaha im soooo gonna haunt you since i ddnt get duit raya frm you ths year ngehngeh. you better be ready fr it hehe . godd my heart is aching fr no reason :s haha and my mood is playing with my mind . does tht even mean anything ? HAHA okay im really crapping sheesh but its fun hehe ;P keisha i wnt to meet you ASAP ! hahaha im getting a new bagpack woohoo . ayesha its just a bag , bkn LV pn ( wono *winkwink haha ) i sense sarcasm hehe . i got nothing to say rght now so yeah ,

ciao ,
AT

is it the right path ?

hello bloggie ;D ohh boy im so freaking bored , theres nothng much to do today . my parents are out with my brhtr and im with joe at home aaaa and his watching tv -.- . everyone seems to dissapear nowadays . one by one weird haha ;/ at least keisha isback frm singapore YEAY i miss you lady ! am going out with her on thursday to watch sherlock holmes woohooo . on the other hand , athirah is still in bali and cmg back tomorrow woohooo haha i bet youre having fun by the beach with hot half naked dudes HAHA and yre enjoying tht part ;P but wait where's aida ? have not seen her online fr a loooong time :O i hope shes okay . just texted nad abt tmrw haha i hate holidays bcs everyone goes missing . but i still got sharaaa whos online everytime im online hehe (Y) we hv been stalking ppl fr the past couple of days and tht shows how bored we were hahah but we did some thngs haha but i just cant recall any of it mhmm haha . ooooo , i just fnshd rearranging my room and dh hbs kemas all the books keisha bagi gosh byk gila :s seriously ? your books are killing me lady ! hahah but thnks i love your books ;P im really pushing myself to study harder since spm is less than a year HAHA yes im counting and dead scared since its determining my career hmm i really gotta stop talking abt this haha alrght later hooters !
AT

running around without you

wohooo hi hey hello ;D just came back frm subang parade yeaaay at last i went there aftr a mnth hehe but bfr tht went to a tailor to do alteration . well early ths mrng , my parents and i went to PJ to meet up with my brhtrs wedding planner. it was awesome and fun woots . im going out fr a dinner with my family weeee . if only keisha was here grrr . i hope yre having in singapore babe !
and yeah athirah you too , hope bali is making you happy haha . alrght gtg ready .

xo ,
AT

my eyes are painted with regret

life is about who has money and who hasnt . grrr so unfair

CRAZY ROLLERCOASTER

bonjour (: im bored grrr . ooo christmas is just arnd the corner heee . i just cant wait to see the decorations , im sure its super duper utterly beautiful as always haha . i wntd to go to singapore bcs its nice over there during christmasbut since everyone's busy , the curve is enough kot . my dad is singing to bad company downstairs ! HAHA he was literally screaming his lungs out ;P bfr tht , he was playing guitar to james taylor hmmm awesome . am waiting fr my mom frm office and its not even 5 pm sheesh . im bored to death . come and sing with me ppl .

better off ,
sleeping by myself ,
.........
dnt just leave me hanging on ,
dnt just leaveme hanging on ,
the little things ,
you do to me are ,
...................................................

haha i cnt remember the lyrics ;P
ring me ppl ring me ,
AT

thts not my name

hmm morning ppl since its already 1233 am ;P so , had a blast with sharaa , athirah and nad at sharaa's place yesterday hee . supposed to go out fr an outing bt last minute cancelled in stead we went over sharaa's place . i came arnd 11 then nad came arnd 12 then athirah approximately at 1 . we had lunch straight away then watched an indonesian show , went online then we took pictures bcs had no cnnction since it was raining . i kinda played in the rain and now im having fever shoot -.- my parents picked me up arnd 7 then had dinner arnd 740 ( joe joined ) surprisingly , my dad thinks joe is GAY ! haha bcs hes been girlfrndless fr the past 3 years . so saaaad ;P we started to laugh then went to wah chan . went over aunty izan's house fr mengaji and i got a bracelet frm Bali heeee im loving it parappapa THNKS A BUNCH AUNTY ! my brhtr just discovered some sort of ugly and weird thing :s get a life man haha .

imsleepybitches ,
AT

please dnt stop the rain

hello peeps , hmm a quick recap ,
my dad wntd to have a family outing or vacation this weekend but unfortunately all the hotels are fully booked -.-
a lesson learned :
plan one mnth bfr haha .
so we tried like 5 different places frm langkawi to kuantan to cherating to cameron to lumut to malacca still got nothing pfft . oops 6 places even my basic mathematics is very bad now and he decided to bring us out fr a dinner i think which is combined with joe's graduation heee . YES hes graduating next week ! BRAVO jawa BRAVO haha !
im not sure wht im suppose to do at this hour most probaby sleeping ? but what the hell , its a holiday ! plus , theres less thn 3 weeks left until school starts ;| which is haunting me like hell sheesh . i bought schl uniform just nw and bought some text books last week to revise but its clear tht im in no mood to revise HAHA but i did some . mark this word ' SOME '
ive been watching love guru fr the past three days hee hes freaking hillarious !

* Gee
yoU
aRe
yoU

* INTIMACY
into-me-i-see

* NOWHERE
now-here

latersluts ,
AT

magic carpets are flying everywhere

nothing is impossible ;D

AT

Venice someday ;P

hello ppl ;D nothing much has happened fr the last couple of days . just the fact , tht its so freaking hot ! serious panas gila kot haha . hmm , going to a wedding later and am still not sure wht to wear . shit , my hair is so ugly ( as always ) . oooo ooo guess wht ? tiger woods has like 9 girlfriends now :O whoah how awesome is tht ? just on tuesday athirah and were talking abt this . it was only 6 back then but now the number has increased to 9 . terbaik (Y) haha . i wonder how his wife is handling this whole situation rght now must be extremely hard fr her with the press , pictures and stff . sheesh , goodluck ! whre are my frnds ? haha its been long hmm i hope this wednesday is stl on * teehee .

xo ,
AT

"You can have me the way I am, bad behavior included, or not at all"

- Jacob Black

DUTCH LADIES

hello mellon ;D mhmm melon and im not sure why haha :S
well , me and my girlfriends went to sharaa"s crib yesterday frm morning till night weeee .
two small kids were there , sharaa's cute sisters and and athirah was like a magnet i mean kids mangnet HAHA . the kids were practically calling athirah's name every minute . athirah was like a mommy yesterday awww *winkwink HAHA . later , we went online and pranked some ppl . we kinda omegle-d as well haha and it was funny . ooo ooo later we went to the backyard and some pictures were taken heeee . ohh yeah bfr tht , we played twister . the positions were hillarious HAHA . arnd 6 something , we all were exhausted so we just talked and at 6.15 nad arrived jyeaaaaah ;D we talked and talked and talked . and i went back at 7.10 heee .
i had a terrific time there and thank you ;D

xo ,
AT

oooo sexy one

OMG my brhtr is soooo crazy with TAYLOR LAUTNER :O
he thkns hes hot haha , i mean dnt get me wrong but hes a guy and its kinda weird fr him to say tht HAHA .
stupid psycho brthr ;P

crazylittlesis ,
AT

craving for a lollipop

ohh baby youre her eye candy ;P

toodles ,
AT

drama queen ;)

ohh girl youre such a ding dong .
stop with your acting bcs we love you no more honey

lotsalove ,
AT

running around

woots just fnshd watching beauty and the beast ;D
it was awesome weeee
im belle rhgt now
and im in my fantasy world
later bicth

xo ,
AT

headlight disco

my second fr today and tells how bored i am :s
im home with my brthr who has been playing PS since 2 pm mhmm .
so let me blog abt my crazy loud hyper weird super hot sexy wonderful friends ;D
well , every person will get bored eventually but we dont ;D
bcs even when we are there has always been some things tht will pop out frm our mind .
theres just some thngs tht we all say or do tghtr are too complicated fr some ppl to relate since we are so random haha . but we dont usually make things hard to understand we are just plain but colourful hehe .
seriously saying , we all can be weird at times and be serious too .
we can also laugh at the most stupidest thing ever though its not funny at all but we are just like tht haha .
we love to dream a lot of thngs whether its fantasy or real ,
but most of all , we just love to take pictures HAHA
bringing camera everytime we meet is kinda a must fr us hehe
frankly saying , theres just too much abt my frnds and i can never finish haha .
but theres just some things tht i cant explain and i wont even try ;P

toodles ,
AT

dream , dream dream dream ;P

hello jello marshmallow ;D
its just another ordinary and boring day .
oo oo guess what , my phne went into a drain :O haha , thank god its still working weee then i came back home i dropped it again , i ddnt mean it alrght hehe but i do want a new phne muahaha .
anyways , last night athirah and i talked abt something tht both of us cannot wait . hmm , too much actually at frst we talked abt shows when were arnd 7 years old . shows like " AMANDA SHOW " and " ALL THAT " boy we do miss those two shows . as we were talking , i told her tht i would love to turn back time bcs of those two shows haha then she just said
' ye laa ayesha ;P '
anywho , the conversation got more serious eh ? HAHA we just cldnt wait to turn 18 so tht we could do cool stuffs . bcs bfr tht we were bragging how bored we were . so i said if only we cld go out till late night just like our brothers . then she replied this

athirah , me

a : Yeap , its okay , our time will come , cehh HAHAHAH still young , tunggu la habis spm , then we can party all night looong ! Jyeaaaah hehe

m : yeah next year bby! hahah yeap sleepover semua ambk kau tk blk rumah party all night haha jyeaah

a : Yeaaaaah ! Woo tgk dh excited :D clubbing heheheh

m : haha tahu tkpa . ohh yeap yeap jom ! haha ;D hrtu sharaa ckp nk try pg eh ?

a : Hahaha sharaa ? pergi mana ? o.O

m : pg clubbing kn ? ohh salah dgr kot haha telinga pekak pulak HAHA

a : Hahah yeah ? tatau mcm tkpernah dgr je :s setahu i , you dgn i je HAHAHA

m : yeah tak kot oops wrng information . haa agak laa kita berdua pasty we shake our booty then nampak mat sallehs our husband to be HAHA ;P :O gila perasan haha

a : Hahahaha kau ni , excited dah i ! omg then boleh travvel overseas togehter ! ;D

m : omg i know then blh pergi Paris then vienna then all arnd europe then US then island jyeah !

a : omg yeaaaah ! Paris , milan , lindon ( shopping trip ) HAHAH new york , la and all yeay ;D

m : mhmm mhmm true that haha . nak 18 plk haha ;P

a : hahaha tu la ! excitednya ;D eleh td nak turn back time ;P

m : er takpalah haha skrg pn okay ;P

HAHA , so the conversation kinda stopped here heee . we got a little bit carried away but it was a fun one for sure ;D oo ooo , and we are party buddies haha . athirah there dh siap you can take it wooo ;P

well , tht wasnt the only conversation i had yesterday . i had a conversation with sharaa as well . we are still not over new moon and all the thngs tht are related to it HAHA ! so , this is it ,

sharaa , me

s : Haha ! yeaay im a twi-hard ;P

m : wth ? where did tht come frm ? haha

s : tak i jawab soalan " are you the ultimate twihard " dkt mag ok ! thn , if you answered 8 or more correct then youre a twihard . so i dpt 8 btl so im a twihard fan haha ;D

m : ceh haha congrats haha ;P

s : Jacooooob blaaaaaaaaaaaack ! dulu masa baca new moon i tk suka gila jacob bt aftr tgk movie i dh gilakan dia plk * bubu

m : hahaha kinda la maybe tht the whole reason stephenie meyer buat mcm tu kot . introduce edward then jacob haha *drools

yeaaap , shes still not over jacob black ;P HAHA

hahah woots ,
AT

LE SOLEIL

sooo , i ddnt get the chance to wish HAPPY WORLD AID'S DAY .
but i hope im not too late . well , i dnt have any family members who are diagnosed with HIV AIDS but i do know tht its not a thing tht a person wld ask fr . but one thing fr sure , it hurts .
well ,

Over the past 27 years , nearly 25 million people have died from AIDS . HIV/AIDS causes debilitating illness and premature death in people during their prime years of life and has devastated families and communities . Further , HIV/AIDS has complicated efforts to fight poverty, improve health, and promote development by ;
* Diminishing a person’s ability to support, work and provide for his or her family .

* Deepening socioeconomic and gender disparities. Women are at high risk of infection and have few options for providing for their families. Children affected by HIV/AIDS, due to their own infection or parental illness or death, are less likely to receive an education , as they leave school to care for ailing parents and younger siblings .

* Straining the resources of communities – hospitals, social services , schools and businesses . Health care workers , teachers , and business and government leaders have been lost to HIV/AIDS . The impact of diminished productivity is felt on a national scale .

Despite the progress seen in some countries and regions, the total number of people living with HIV continues to rise .

* In 2007 , globally, about 2 million people died of AIDS, 33 million were living with HIV and 2.7 million people were newly infected with the virus

* HIV infections and AIDS deaths are unevenly distributed geographically and the nature of the epidemics vary by region . Epidemics are abating in some countries and burgeoning in others . More than 90 percent of people with HIV are living in the developing world .

* There is growing recognition that the virus does not discriminate by age , race , gender , ethnicity , sexual orientation, or socioeconomic status – everyone is susceptible . However , certain groups are at particular risk of HIV , including men who have sex with men (MSM), injecting drug users (IDUs) , and commercial sex workers (CSWs) .

so , come on ppl let's stand up and give some moral support .
WOOTS WOOTS

lotsalove ,
AT

all i want fr christmas .....

heyhoo loppo moppo
haha lame -.-
anyways , can anyone buy me the whole complete season of CSI: NY ?
muahaha i wnt the dvd so badly .
i know most ppl wld ask fr gossip girl or one tree hill but im asking fr CSI haha .
i lalalove it ,
plus i learn so many things frm it .
so last night , i watched teen cribs . thanks to athirah bcs she was telling me abt it .
it was awesome ! i hate this girl's room , its pink and its nice . and her room is everything tht ive always been dreaming of . sadly , i can never get tht kind of room .
wooo im watching so you thnk you can dance rght now .
they are soooo perfect , if only i cld dance .
hmm , ive got nothing to say anymore .

adios ,
AT

watching the dance ;D

heyyo ;D this is kinda my scnd fr today haha .
well , see the picture above ? isnt the boy cute ? haha i thnk hes cute . i likey likey his hair haha
anyways , im not sure what exactly hes doing in the picture but i bet its a nice thing though hehe . anyways this picture was taken in Malekula Mallicolo Vanuatu.

later ,
AT

MONA LISA ;D

whaddup dawg ?
damn , im acting like phua chu kang minus the mole of course .
the most humongus mole ever ! HAHA , awwwwwwww i miss him .
i like his accent .
im like 10 characters in a day haha , not technically 10 but almost hee get it ?
gollygee , theres something wrng with my luck lately .
on mndy , i got myself cut then now my toe !
HAHA , well i ddnt try to cut myself . it all happened by itself haaa ;D
listening to AAR , they have song which sounds exactly like i just wnna be with you frm HSM3 hahah shld try to listen it ppl . the song is fallin apart .
im uploading pctures right now into my facebook and watching my niece taking pictures herself . i must say tht shes a vainpot HAHA . she got tht frm her cousins but im nothing like tht . frankly saying mhmm mhmm . not being too proud of it but its the truth dawg haha .
anywho , went out to have lunch then said goodbye to aci bcs hes going smwhere .
work ;D
joe is really getting on my nerves . hes making fun of me and he was driving like a mad person !
he thinks hes driving supra or smtng , which is soo much better than his car haha
awww you rock haha
guess wht ? athirah's blogging too .
haha , jyeaah so going to check it out later
muahaha i wonder wht she writes .
hmm if only i cld read ppl's mind like edward .
tht would be just fascinating ! haha keep on dreaming -.-'
gotta stop !
HAHA

adios ,
AT

something magical , something spiritual , something undeniable

yellow mellow december !
its already december wee ;D
my december started with an outing with my girlfnds .
then , went out to OU again and did the same thing again with my niece .
not going anywhere tmrw . oops i mean today since its already 2.33 am .
and im still awake huh ? hmm no wonder i got marks around my eyes . i kinda feel like edward when he went to the volturi hehe the purple colour arnd his eyes ? mhmm mhmm and im kinda like my niece's JACOB BLACK right nw HAHA , bcs shes freaking cold and im feeling so warm rght nw like burning hot and she pretends tht im 108 degrees haha lame -.-'
wow , its late and im listening to last nght by im not sure who . but its an old song a very old song hee . GOSH , im thirsty and my niece is texting her boyf since dinner . puppylove awwww wht a sweet couple NOT muahaha . ooo did i say tht i cut myself ? it was not on purpose i ddnt technically cut myself the knife did . frankly saying , i laughed when i saw my blood which came out like a fountain . and i ddnt cry , weird huh ? but its killing me :s its kinda pain hmm ,
gotta wait fr it to heal . well , i was otp with wono . we had a serious talk HAHA a very serious one . serious laa sangat haha . hmm seriously wht is tht slut's problem ? grrrr problematic gila . just so you knw , you better stop bcs its nothing .
awwwwwwwwwww i miss new moon . today was my 3rd time watching . watching it again next week haha bcs its so addictive hehe
alrght i better stop here bfr it goes any further
gdnght moonlight(S) HAHA

nghtynght ,
AT

la tua cantante ;B

hello biceps ;D
hmm wht a wonderful day it has been today . i wld do anything to have it again hee .
i spent today with some things . i went out with some girlfriends . its been ages since the last time we hungout tghtr though it was like a mnth ago but kinda feels like it has been months in fact years HAHA . anyways , we all went to ou as always . where else to ? since ou is the greatest mall ever but dnt compare it to some other international malls bcs im pretty sure the malls are much more awesome- ER haha . once we arrived , we went straight to toilet ( its just wht girls do HAHA )
right aftr tht , we went to buy tickets at GSC to watch NEW MOON tghtr . i shall inform tht its our 2nd time watching bcs ddnt technically watch the movie tghtr first time . and thank god we did just now hee but we kinda knew wht was going to happen next yet we had fun watching it tghtr as we were laughing in the cinema . the reason ? hmm

1 - a couple beside athirah was funny as they were canoodling with each other . however you spell tht word . jyeaaah very funny but sadly they were aware tht we were laughing at them . OOOPS sry haha

2 - a guy behind me was pulling funny faces . seriouly saying it was hillarious HAHA

and

3 - a person in front of nad , literally farted ! HAHAH how funny is tht ? we heard a funny sound but thank god the smell wasnt disgusting ( maybe tht person was just making it pfft )

jyeaaaaaaaah and jasper was kinda funny . and jacob KABOOM ! hmm , i dnt to emphasize on tht haha .
edward's amazing heee eventhough hes too pale whtever still two thumbs up baby ;D
and and the warewolves whooooahh ! HAHA ( jared , sam , paul , embry *bubu . but maybe not sam SRRY )

then , we went straight to toilet again to do something haha . ooo thn we took pictures at dreamworld awww rindu maaa tht place . but the first booth we picked was so freaking urgh ( ddnt really like it , but had fun ) the second booth was awesome baby heee .
and joe pckd us up at 6pm .
im kinda exhausted and really looking frwrd to our next outing yeaaaay ;D

lotsalove ,
AT

LIPSINKING LINES ,

NEW MOON

" You're impossible , " he said and laughed once a hard laugh , frustrated . " How can I put this so that you'll believe me ? You're not asleep . and you're not dead . Im here , and I love you . I have always loved you , and I will always love you . I was thinking of you , seeing your face in my mind every second that I was away . When I told you that I ddnt want you , it was very blackest kind of blasphemy "

- edward cullen

" Before you Bella , my life was like a moonless night . very dark , but there were stars - points of light and reason .... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor . suddenly everything was on fire ; there was brilliancy , there was beauty . when you were gone , when the meteor had fallen over the horizon , everything went black . nothing had changed , but my eyes were blinded by the light , i couldnt see the stars anymore . and there was no more reason fr everything "

- edward cullen

Jacob shook his head with mock sadness . " You can be out of it sometimes , yes , its i shte fourteents day of February . S o are you going to be my Valentine ? Since you ddnt get me a fifty-cent box of candy , it's the least you can do "

- jacob black

i dont know wht ive been told ;D

i just lalalove this song ;D

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in the heart
Is not on your head
Anywhere

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pick on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that I’ll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

‘Cause baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But, baby, I’m walking away

GIVE ME MORE THURSDAY'S

bonjour ;D
wht a long day it has been . mhmm , i woke up arnd 7.25 which was kinda early . yeaah the whole reason was bcs of new moon teehee . well not technically , i woke early bcs i wntd to watch CSI so yeaaah . so , i was ready by 9 then i had to wake my brhtr up thank god it was easy pheew but still he was asking fr his 5 minutes which ended up with 10 minutes , thths just him HAHA . carry on , i met up with athirah in OU . tht wasnt the whole plan to be exact . the whole plan was supposed to be watching with our friends but because tmrw is raya haji the plan was cancelled . how saaad ;'( but we are still watching tghtr next week yeaaay baby . and i still had fun just now hehe ;D i guess we will still be watching new moon again next week athirah hahah . since the plan was cancelled , i invited my niece with me but she backed out a night bfr aftr booking then i invited my other frnd , wono and her mom ddnt let her bcs she went out a day earlier . so , i decided to go with athirah hehe . she went with her cousins and i askd her if i cld join bcs i ddnt want to pry and she said of course i can ( something like tht haha ) thnks thnks ;D
anywho , we were freaking excited to watch mhmm who wouldnt ? aaaaa seriously saying it was freakishly awesome ! ppl might change to be ' team jacob ' or even ' team warewolves ' aftr watching new moon but tht wont be for too long bcs i bet ppl will change back to ' team edward ' aftr watching eclipse yeaaay . the movie was arnd 2hours 10mins i guess , and frankly saying it was awesome , fascinating and all the wonderful words HAHA .
rght aftr watching new moon , we went to have lunch at TTP . the food was kinda awesome and i went back at 3 haha kinda early but stl going next week weee
and now ,
i just came bck frm T.G.I.F subang parade aftr celebrating dad , ariff and muhammad's bday . and it was nice ! mhmm great , they served us good ;D 5 stars to you guys haha . then they asked the brthday boys to stand on their chairs and sang some songs later aftr tht , we all sang happy brthday song ! not just yet , all the waitress and waiters performed a routine bday thng ? and again AWESOME haha they stomped their feet and clapped thier hands awwww it was soo sweet hehe .
and we ended the celebration with some delicious mudpies . yummy ;P

withlove,
AT

slow dancing in a burning room

yeaaay im blogging today . mhmm fr some reason im in the mood to post a new blog haha . well today was a fun day teehee . i went over sharaa's house and it was last minute plan though . at first , i said no because i wanted to watch amazing race asia and CSI:NY but when she told me tht shes going to be all alone so i felt guilty fr saying no . mhmm i just say yes to everything ( literally ) but not exactly to everything but most of it yeaaah haha . yes everytime to my frnds hee ;D anyways , we had fun today eventhough there was a moment tht i wish i could turn pfft . anywho , ive been spending my time with watching tv ! heee i dnt thnk ive been like ths bfr ths is a major thing :S btw , these two shows ( amazing race asia and CSI:NY ) have been entertaining me but sadly ARA is coming to an end tomorrow boohoo . gonna miss it badly especially marc and rovilson *sob sob . and im forever thankful tht CSI:NY is stl showing at least ill be entertained and i get to see things tht can happen nowadays and the most awesome thng is tht i get to watch DON FLACK weeee *drools . seriously saying , ive been saying no to outing with some ppl bcs of these two shows HAHA . its really getting in my blood rght now as if its my other half teehee . im trying my best not to miss any of the episodes weee . HAHA tht tells how pathetic i am ! well i am mhmm i am ;D weeee the most sad part is tht im going head over heels over this one character frm the show . been checking him out everytime i go online haha and i just cnt stop drooling . awwww maaaan this really sucks and i enjoy every second of it . yeaaaay again pathetic . and im so agile rght now and its already 1am great ! my eyes are not gttg better as my bedtime has changed now -.-' and i gotta be ready in the morning tomorrow . awesome ;D adiosamigos , AT

yummy yummy its making me crazy honey ;P

see tht picture above ?
its really giving me nerves pfft and i feel like as though the ice cream is calling me HAHA .
anywho , im trying my best to keep myself frm eatimg sweet drinks and food and stuff as its so freaking fattening :s . but as days go by , im still taking it pfft -.-' but this picture is killing me because the ice cream looks freaking awesome mhmm . and it has tht twirl twirl thing on top of the ice cream ;D but it wld be soo much nicer if there was a cherry on top of it awwww delicious yummy ;) i gotta stop stop stop heee

the way the world works

good afternoon ;D i just came back home from KFC . anyways , bfr KFC i was at Seri Puteri . i was there since 7 am till 12.28 pm . mhmm i was there fr almost 5 hours . it was so freaking long ! and i had nothing to do other than playing snake that i have on my pathetic phne -.-'
seriously saying i got a pathetic phone HAHA . something went wrong with my previous phne which has not been a year pfft . so my dad bought me a very cheap phne bcs he knws tht ill buy a new and much more cooler phne sooner or later teehee * winkwink . well getting back to the story , the school had an interview fr form1 2010 . clearly it was not me because im sooo not form1 HAHA . i was just there because of my niece . anywho , i had to wake up at 6 am in the morning on a holiday pfft and i kinda slept late last night :O so my eyes are kinda red right now and ive got eyebags . SHOOT , emergency haha as im trying to get rid of it but i dnt seem to think it will be gone anytime sooner -.-' hmm things i do fr you dude . so we were kinda there fisrt but we went to somewhere else which was still in the school area . if we had stayed at the place we were when we frst arrived she wld have been the first one to be interviewed instead she was the 42nd to be interviewed . hahah sheesh im bragging . then , i went out to have breakfast with joe . then came back to the place . once i wa there , i hungout with sara . approximately 30 minutes later , her number was called yeaaay and i went back to my uncle and joe . while waiting i texted sharaa and athirah ( new moon maa haha ) ohh then she came out running towards us . she explained to us wht happened in a very weird way HAHA . she was so agile and so freaked out eventhough it was already over , its just her haha ;P she talked to her dad on the phne like a tiger chasing a deer HAHA .
still , shes waiting fr the result whether shes accepted or not and tht will take her anrd a month i guess .
GOODLUCK GOODLUCK and im trying to discourage you frm going hehe ;D

adiosamigos ,
AT

heyhey ppl .
i knw its been days since the last time i blogged .
so today is kinda the first day of school holiday .
and its been boring like hell eventhough its the first day pfft .
anyways , you see the picture ?
hmm , frm the view i can see the person is kida wootwoot HAHA .
you knw wht i mean ;P

hmm wht more to say ?
well , my brain is not functioning well lately .
i usually have too many things to talk abt but i dnt seem to thnk so right now
btw , see the picture i posted ?
yeah the guy is kinda good looking frm the view i can see HAHA

well , im currently sleepingover at my cousin's hse or she wld prefer to be called 'niece' . haha , she has an interview with some high standard school . a boarding schl a very good one though . i need to get up arnd 6 am tmrw i thnk ? or earlier . hmm , the interview is at 8 am then we gotta fr 4 hours kind of . the thing takes arnd 30 mins or so but she gotta fr 4 hrs . sweet nipplets ;)

its finally here BABI ;D

hello wonderful ppl of the earth ;D
hmm , today is friday wooo i just love fridays somehow ! but the sad thing abt friday is that shows tht are shown on tv arent tht cool or fun as the shows on sundays . pfft , im not sure why they show good tv shows on sundays . as the next day is the frst day of everything ! frst day of school , work and so on . its just too long haha .

bfr i start blogging anything abt me , i just want to blog smtng abt someone else frst hee ;D

CONGRATS SARA BT AZHAR ;p
well , congrats fr getting 5a's in UPSR .
i guess all the things tht you had to sacrifice fr UPSR really paid up huh ? HAHA well done . at last and and i wish you goodluck in your upcoming interview ;D

getting back to my story , today is friday . and it is also the last day of school . i ddnt go to school today bcs i had to do some chores at home and my dad was too lazy to send me in the morning hmph . well , part of me is happy with the fact tht school is over fr this year but part of me just not HAHA weird huh ? other thn tht , today was the last of being form4 and i ddnt have the chance to feel it at schl . oh my im so lame HAHA . anyway , thts not the whole point . the whole point is tht , next year im taking SPM which determines everyone's future ! scary doodaa . ppl keep telling me tht , i better start this year fr next year's SPM hmmm which i hv been trying to bt it aint working HAHA .
end of story .

im off to Malacca tmrw with my familly and aunty , and uncle and cousin . im not dure whts the occasion though . then , right aftr tht im going straight to Johore fr a wedding then will be coming back on the day itself . i guess ill be missing CSI and One Tree Hill * sob sob . wht to do , gotta watch it online i guess .

i guess ive got my own .... after all ( wth -.-' ),
xoxo ,
you knw you love me ,
AT

QUACK QUACK QUACK

well , have you ever thought about ugly duckling ? HAHA , at least i hv everyday . sometimes , there will always be an ugly duckling in a family and in my family , im the ugly duckling HAHA . yes , i gotta admit tht ive always been one and im kinda proud of it haha .
my brothers would always make fun of me -.-' im just used to it , though its very hurting but i hv got nothing to lose hehe . sometimes , i just lock myself in the room with my radio on just to ease my pain and its kinda cool ;D HAHA , ppl just say tht i cant stop smiling and laughing but theres actually something going on inside . i just hate to express my feelings so i smile all the time and i find it exciting haha .
i better stop crapping .

adiosamigos ,
AT

yeap poladroid and not polaroid

hey wonderful ppl or should i say morning hehe .
so , i just downloaded or installed poladroid yesterday at schl with a little help from aida hee . well , i kinda knew abt it on sunday , yeah its only been 2 days . well , my 12yearold niece told me abt it . yeap shes a niece of mine and only 12 pfft . i guess , she knws more thn i do . tht makes me a loser haha whtever it is , youre stl a loser but i stl love you sucker HAHA ;P hmm , so me and my girlfriends took a bunch of pictures yesterday at schl while having class party . as nad , sharaa and i crashed 4KA'S class party hehe . it was one hell of a fun party HAHA . plus , they actually offered us some food and drinks awwww . getting back to the poladroid thngy , it kinda took me and aida abt 10 minutes to figure out how to use it HAHA , we knew abt it like 5 minutes later weee . once we knew , we started to berPOLAD HAHA . and there was a sound coming out frm the poladroid like " krrrrrrrrr " HAHA and we started to make noise as well , seriously jakun kot HAHA . AAAAAAAAA , damn the pictures are smoking hot ppl hee . now , my friends are using it tooo yeaaaaay

xoxo ,
AT

WONDERFUL MOMENT ;)

hello wonderful ppl ;D
so , i went out with my friends yesterday to celebrate Amiza's birthday . well , she ddnt knw abt it though bcs it was a surprise party hee . we ddnt plan it too early as we all were too 'busy' HAHA but we did talk abt it , at least there was something kn ?

anyway , the whole celebration was supposed to be at TGIF The Curve but we cancelled it because we wanted to shop at Cotton On HAHA . so we still celebrated it Chilis OU ;)
other than that , we all wanted to bake a cake for mizaa , a raibow cake to be exact but unfortunately we ddnt have time to . pfft sry mizaa ! instead of baking , athirah ordered cupcakes . the cupcakes were soooo freaking cute and wonderful . ive got pictures to prove it ;p

141109 ,
we all woke up very early i can assure you tht HAHA .
i woke up at 7.30 to be exact ( then tdr blk hehe ) , tht is early fr a saturday .
then i took my bath , texted sharaa arnd 8.50am .
left the house arnd 10am for breakfast with my parents
at 11am , picked up sharaa and athirah .
arnd 11.15am , dropped by at wondermilk to pick up cupcakes
11.30am , we arrived at OU ;D

Once we were in OU, we went straight to Chilis to leave our cupcakes there . haha bcs we ddnt trust ourselves with it as we are clumsy haha it would be different if nad was there though . then , we went straight to the cinema to buy tickets . damn , the lines were so long . seriously . if only i had a picture of it haha . i guess they were all there to watch 2012 ? well , we were to watch it as well HAHA . while we were in the line , i accidentally touched this one muscular dude's butt infront of me not just once but twice ! HAHA , i hope he ddnt notice it because it was so packed :s 10 minutes later , we got our 6 tickets , YEAAAY ;D

right aftr tht, we went to teh tarik cafe bcs sharaa and athirah havent eaten . we went crazy and started to laugh like a group of elephant ( BUT IM NT SURE IF THEY CAN LAUGH :O ) later , we walked all arnd OU . 30 minutes later , nad shahrul and mizaa arrived . we were late for the movies but the starting was nothing . we were stucked in the movie fr almost 3hours HAHA .

the moment of truth !
sharaa and i went to chilis , as athirah and the others brought mizaa somewhere else so tht we could get ready fr the surprise . 10 minutes later , mizaa came with her pending face ;p haha then we shouted ' SURPRISE ! ' and we sang her a happy bday song ;D she was touched i thnk haha . we ordered food , and ate so much and laughed our asses off HAHA .

then this moment ended approximately at 8pm ;)

the beaver is back with an ugly new bag ;p

hey ppl , i knw i have not been updating my blog for a long time haha . i hv been busy with a lot of thngs and of the thng is sleeping hee . so i thought today , how abt i update my blog bcs im pretty sure ive got plenty stories to talk abt and yet i stl got nothing pfft . i dnt knw wht has happened to my head fr the past one week been too crazy and hyper with my cool friends haha and im stl thinking wht to write .

oooo today is KAK JAY's BIRHTDAY !
happy birthday kak jay ! may god bless you wiith good health and wealth .

well , we are all going out after maghrib to celebrate of course hee . the whole family is coming wow coolie ! it has not been like this since the last birthday which i cant remember whose bday it was pfft . haha just like i said my brain is not functioning well -.-' anyway , i ddnt buy anything fr kak jay yet . still hvnt found the right one haha . so , joe went out to secret recipe to buy the cake . but when he got there he ddnt bring enough money haha he was shot by rm 3.50
haha . then he called me to check if ive got some money and i dont ( tkda duit nooo HAHA ) . still , he came back and waited fr my dad so half an hour later he picked up the cake haha and the is safely at home now yeaaaay . if im nt mistaken its chocolate smtg haha . cant wait to eat it heee . so i better go and get ready . will update again later ;)

love ,
AT

missing MICHAEL JACKSON :'(

my all time favourite song by michael jackson . heee if only he was still alive , but theres a reason why god took his life ;) we all love you MICHAEL JACKSON <3

I Just Want To Lay Next To You
For Awhile
You Look So Beautiful Tonight
Your Eyes Are So Lovely
Your Mouth Is So Sweet
A Lot Of People
Misunderstand Me
That's Because They Don't
Know Me At All
I Just Want To Touch You
And Hold You
I Need You
God I Need You
I Love You So Much

[Michael]
Each Time The Wind Blows
I Hear Your Voice So
I Call Your Name . . .
Whispers At Morning
Our Love Is Dawning
Heaven's Glad You Came . . .

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I'm So Proud To Say
I Love You
Your Love's Got Me High
I Long To Get By
This Time Is Forever
Love Is The Answer

[Siedah]
I Hear Your Voice Now
You Are My Choice Now
The Love You Bring
Heaven's In My Heart
At Your Call
I Hear Harps,
And Angels Sing

You Know How I Feel
This Thing Can't Go Wrong
I Can't Live My Life
Without You

[Michael]
I Just Can't Hold On

[Siedah]
I Feel We Belong

[Michael]
My Life Ain't Worth Living
If I Can't Be With You

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me Just What
Will I Do

[Siedah]
'Cause I Just Can't Stop
Loving You

[Michael]
At Night When The
Stars Shine
I Pray In You I'll Find
A Love So True . . .

[Siedah]
When Morning Awakes Me
Will You Come And Take Me
I'll Wait For You

[Michael]
You Know How I Feel
I Won't Stop Until
I Hear Your Voice Saying
"I Do"

[Siedah]
"I Do"
This Thing Can't Go Wrong

[Michael]
This Feeling's So Strong

[Siedah]
Well, My Life Ain't
Worth Living

[Both]
If I Can't Be With You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
I Just Can't Stop Loving You
And If I Stop . . .
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Michael]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
We Can Change All The World
Tomorrow

[Michael]
We Can Sing Songs Of
Yesterday

[Siedah]
I Can Say, Hey . . .Farewell
To Sorrow

[Michael]
This Is My Life And I,

[Both]
Want To See You For Always
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
No, Baby

[Michael]
Oh!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Siedah]
If I Can't Stop!

[Both]
And If I Stop . . .

[Siedah]
No

[Michael]
Oh! Oh! Oh . . .Oh . . .

[Siedah]
What Will I Do? Uh . . .Ooh . . .
(Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do)

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
Hee! Hee! Hee! Know I Do
Girl!

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

[Michael]
You Know I Do
And If I Stop . . .

[Both]
Then Tell Me, Just What
Will I Do

[Both]
I Just Can't Stop Loving You

lotsalove ,
AT

i started a joke

just a same old same old day at schl today but it was kinda fun woooo . so we started to camwhore and listened to some songs . missing athirah and aida .

adios amigos ,
AT

DRAMATICA MUJER

good mornig ppl ,
well , im building the world myself and putting new hats on everybody one by one . Before i go out im gonna have people in TUTUS and cops wearing SOMBRESOS , stockbrokers with VIKING hats , priests with PANTIES on their heads . In the world im building , everybody shouts hello to everybody else from their car windows . People have speakers attached to their chests that pour out music so you can tell from a distance what mood they are in , and they wont be too chicken to get naked when the rain comes . there would never be another war . and and it would be peaceful everyday of every year . and it would be a great and friendly world im sure ;)

adios amigos ,
AT

happy halloween peeps

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! wooo i knw im late by 40 mins to wish HAHA but wht the heck heee . so got a picture of halloween which i found somewhere . i just thought the characters inside it are kinda scary spooky . well theres the guy frm SAW right ? and im not sure of the others haha . well if i cld ever pick one id pick BATMAN hee . eventhough theres BATGIRL haha . i just think tht batman has got great and fun gadgets . aaaaa , and the batmobile is just so incredibly hot and amazing HAHA . so yeaaah , have fun HALLOWEEN - ing

hugsandkisses ,
AT

trying to accept the truth ;)

hey hey , i feel like writing something after reading her blog HAHA . ever since you came to his life , he seems so happy to be honest ive never seen him this happy hee . and writing abt him in my blog was never in my mind haha . i think you have changed in many ways , in a good way of course ;)
the thought of you two makes me happy nt just happy but smtimes i feel like crying too ;O
wow , its nt tht easy fr me to be tht emotional but this matter kinda makes me wanna cry HAHA funny . looking at the previous pictures of a really important event was really emotional again haha , it kinda took my breath away because everything was just happening so fast . ohmygod , i feel like my mom haha who cried fr 3 days bfr the important event . it all started in april then to nw and the next one is next year whoaah how time flies so fast ! im not sure of what is coming up next bt i wish the best and hope everything will go smoothly heee .

lostalove ,
AT

you are the wind and im the trees

wow how do i start this ? okay , i have been keeping this feeling fr quite a long time but i just cant endure it anymore i guess . im just sick and tired of yr mood which is very weird . i always get the scolding . wht did i even do ? haha but i think its kinda funny hee im not mad or anything just curious at times . i jst hope tht you tell me wht exactly the problem is maybe fr some reason i can help and and i love to help hehe . cehceh , i hope everything goes back to normal

lotsoflove ,
AT

best things are free

im back again HAHA . school was very boring today , nothing much happened and and we all ddnt talk tht much . oh yeah Nad gave all of us cupcakes which she made last night , thanks Nad cupcake you sedap ohh heee . the icing was soo soo cute and she wrote ' I <3>schoolis having gala dinner tonight at nico hotel . yeaah , the queen will be coming . i was told tht yellow is nt allowed to wear since the queen is wearing it wow hahah . sheeesh , bosannyaa tdy . i wish i cld go smwhere , a fun place . a place like disneyland or something haha then we wont have to be worried wht comes the next day. aida is now in plane i guess and counting every second till she arrives in PARIS haha . or sleeping maybe aaaaaaaaa if only i could follow and visit the eiffel tower woots . athirah and sharaa might be sleeping right now haha naah watching tv maybe or or on the phone HAHAH . alrght i better stop so i got my math papers ( paper 1 and paper 2 ) i cant find the right word but to be honest im not satisfied haaa . and the teacher asked to do correction and i did so i got 25 marks fr formative jyeaaaaaah . havent got tht much fr a long time haha thank you cikgu ;) aaaah im listening to warwick avenue right now ooo where is duffy now ? hvnt heard her fr quite a long time hope shes doing her second album hehe .

toodles ,
AT

the wait is finally over

hello earth citizen :)
well , october is coming to an end in just a day . how time flies , i didnt realize it until today HAHA bcs tmrw is HALLOWEEN so HAPPY HALLOWEEN . i bet everyone has found thier costumes how cool ! ive never celebrateed halloween bfr but have tried and went to some costume parties heee and it was incredibly fun . anyhow , november is coming back in a day or two woooo cant wait as i am really looking forward to this month . just too many birthdays and too many presents to buy hehe . other thn tht , schl will be closed in november WOOHOO , i surely cant wait fr tht moment haha . so yeaah i hope that november will be a great , fun and fantastic month . whtever it is october has been great and crazy haha , till we meet again :)

xoxo ,
AT